the greatest battles are those in the mind.

yay! its raining =)
i love rain.
papers are finally coming to an end.
maths paper 2 was pretty okay.
should be able to pass.
fnn paper sucks big time though.
i was stuuggling to keep myself awake.
having flu and cough.
hurr.
i terribly cannot remember anything on fnn.
and i didnt study fish!
so in the end i did the paper with my common sense.
fell asleep a few times with mr hoe's footsteps waking me up.
mrs ng was so lame today can?
i drew a fish on the 2nd question.
she added bubbles.

me: ah!!! mrs ng, i forgot to get the disc from u!!
mrs ng: come... fly to me... i will be waiting for u..
- i was like wtf!!!-
me: heh? i reach little india already.
mrs ng: me not from india, of course cant find me there... wan to takeboat come jurong? man man yao ba..
- hurr? she meant boat quay? wtf wtf wtf-
me: heh? mrs ng u r so LAME!
mrs ng:wat u expect.. making the exams paper.
me: heh?! so fast. ha! ive never been so confident... that i will fail
mrs ng:wahahaha. i got no hope le
me: heh? u still got nafisa.. tenghuan what. hur. then i get the disc from u on monday.
mrs ng: ok. drink more vit c or honey with lemon. take care.

she is so lame can? hurrrrr. cant stand her.

me and patricia okay le =)

SHUFANG.

my blog entry yesterday was specially written for u. i was so damn bloody angry when i hear those stuff. was it misunderstandings again? i dont know. i didnt want to talk to u at all today cause i really want to focus on this exams and get done with it as soon as possible. i may be overboard in my words yesterday( yes. i know. after i finished with the entry i told her. i was a bit guo fen in my words), i know i was also unreasonable to dig out stuff from the past. and i had also chose not to talk to u first so that we both can think more deeply about things.

first of all. i told you. i was thinking about ur tuition stuff and how bad of u to hide.
you left.
kaixin sat down. we talked about it. she told me how she thought about it. we both ended up being du lan. (yes. like u say, so what if u got tuition. there is NOTHING wrong with having tuition. we were just unhappy that u didnt want to tell us the truth) we continued talking. she told me u hao xiang gu yi keep jioing her out so she cant study. my mind went backwards to the day u asked me to go town with u. i found the link. we agreed to see if at 8.30pm u could answer the phone. ur sister was the one. *wasnt ur sister tuitioning u at that time?* she told me fang is busy. i asked her around what time will u be free. she told me 10. i was pissed off. i was truely hoping it would not be anytime near 9.30 to 10. well, that was the normal duration for tuition. following u told me 4 times on how bad the tuition was. our feelings? yue miao yue hei.
it was only like that. how complicated is it??? u told kaixin i put every single blame on her.
DID I?
secondly, i told u chailuan said u were dancing. u told me they have a mindset on how noisy u are. i clarified a number of times. she only said u were dancing, not noisy. she did said she regret studying with u. i told u she brought across it lightly.
i called her to ask again. she told me she didnt really mean it, thus don really remember. and she said she will jiang qing cu again cos she had denied it to kaixin. u told me when kaixin and chailuan was sleeping, u was doing ur chemistry notes. they told me only chailuan slept that night. kaixin didnt. she said u dare say u did the most studying that night. they told me u studies only 2 chapters. so who am i suppose to believe? the way u told me how u pulled pat away and the way they told me how pat was pulled away was different!

and that morning, u went over to kaixin there like nothing happened. u didnt talk to me. they told me u n her were talking about me in the hall before exam start. well. i felt something. i felt how great a backstaber u were. u could talk about how bad others was to me, turn ur back and tell others about me. i know of a few incidents which u have actually talk bad about me to other. i chose not to bother. it only tells me more about you.
i was disappointed with patricia for not trusting me the other day. why? cause u meant something to me in my heart. i was also disappointed and pissed by u. why? u too had a place in my heart. before. now? guess u still have that impact to make me ponder over things again and again when i was suppose to study for my exams. lets talk only after the exams. meanwhile u mug hard too. mcqs are equally important.